Why not?

Now, I bet you're all wondering, "Why haven't you just lost your V card already?". Well kids, I'm scared.

All through high school I found a reason to not sleep with people. Mainly because I honestly want the first time to be special and with a special person. I know it sounds a little tweenish, but I really do want to feel comfortable for the first time.

The only problem is, I just want to get it over with so I can stop lying. You know what they say about trying to keep track of all the lies. It's true. I have told so many lies that I don't really even know what's true anymore. I have deluded myself so much that I don't really know what I have and haven't done.

It's a little scary to say that you don't know yourself. That's why I just want to get this over with so I can stop lying and finally become me. But, like I said before, it kind of has to be a little special. I can't just get drunk and bang anyone. That would be too easy.

This is the completely true story of my virginity and how I'm sick of being a virgin...