Back to the Basics

You know the worst thing in the world? Smelling an ex's cologne.

Yeah, you guessed it. I'm one of those nostalgic people that will probably never get over half of her ex's. It really sucks because you will never know if you truly have feeling for these people or if you are just remembering how much fun you had.

So, this topic came up because I smelled it. Strong, clear and piercing. Jake's cologne. Now, I won't pretend that Jake hasn't treated me like shit. He completely has. I also won't say that I'm over Jake.

He's honestly a weakness. I got used to calling him when I was drunk and now every time I'm drunk I just want to talk to him. How pathetic is that? He is such an asshole, but I can't get over him that easily.

The cologne didn't help either. Every good memory of Jake was suddenly brought to the front of my memory and now I can't get him out of my mind.

This is the completely true story of my virginity and how I will probably never be over Jake.